Extremely frustrated

And I know in the long run, this is nothing, but man....it seems like it now!

We've been told multiple stories about whether or not we would be taking classes this summer. Well, today I emailed our professor and asked what the deal is. We ARE having summer classes, and they'll be held daily until the hour requirements have been met.

So what does this mean?

No vacation for Mama!

Yes, in hindsight, we should have made sure I wasn't gonna be in school before agreeing to go to the beach with my in-laws. Dumb move on our part. But now it is out there, and I'm not sure what we're gonna do.

The thought of my boys and husband gone for a week at the beach without me makes me want to start bawling all over again.

And hubby? Was not what I would call understanding. Or empathetic.

So I'm currently holed up in the cold den in the basement just being ALONE. I'm heartbroken. And not only no beach trip, this means no annual trip with my side of the family to North Carolina, which I look forward to all year and enjoy immensely.

I know that something will work out, and that if I have to sit here for a week alone, I'll survive, but I'm not looking forward to it. Expect many many blog entries about how much I miss them and how miserable I am, if it goes down like that!!